So DC was fun, really happy that despite less than perfect environment I got Harri into trance, was a fun but chilled night.
Ended up going out for a few drinks with Harri last week... which turned into a lot of drinks... and I decided it would be a good idea to text Colin. Which led to him booking a hotel room in a couple of weeks time to have a threesome with me and Harri.
I know.
I don't know what the fuck I'm thinking either. Like it's a bad idea. We are entirely not compatible. He annoys the shit out of me... but we've been texting none stop. We spent 3 hours having cyber sex last night and honestly it was better than the actual sex I've had recently. And of course I've booked to go away with him on New Years, because booking fun trips or activities with problematic tops hasn;t at all back-fired on me at all recently has it? I'm telling myself I'm not letting past negative experiences colour my current actions"... in truth I think I'm just hopelessly optimistic.
Thing is, I know what I'm getting with Colin! It's not romantic, because he's an arsehole. A good looking, fantastic dominant of an arsehole, with an accent that gets me half way to orgasm on it's own... but still infuriating none the less.
Tomorrow is DC Darker... Dougie will be there, with Han. I've booked play right through the event. I'm doing hypno/impact with Yana early on, then tying and torturing Tan... I will be able to completely avoid him with an air of relaxed superiority... hopefully.
I'm also aware this is the first event I'll really, publically be topping all the way through, which I think will also help... I hope anyway.
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