So Jamie turned out to have a long-term girlfriend, I called it off, he disappeared, Harri and I got epic revenge. It's been a month since we separated and I miss him. I hate how much I miss him. I know we were never technically in a relationship, but he turned up. Every time. Every bad day, every ridiculous disaster, he either messaged me for hours, video-called me, or took me on midnight walks. I hate how much I miss him.
Then 3 weeks ago, after acting shitty and weird with me for weeks, Dougie finally instigated "the talk" instead of dodging it. I might have sent a slightly passive-aggressive message when I got back home, but like what does he expect? Firstly leaving it until the week were due to go on holiday, for my fucking birthday of all things was shitty as hell. The fact he was going away with Han for her birthday the day after was just shitty timing but it did;t help. The fact he refuses to acknowledge the actual problem he had was that I had another relationship that was as visible as his is frustrating as all hell... but that's what I get for getting involved with 6ft4" children.
Anyway...
Since then I've been having fun at events which they've both been absent from (thankfully). The little revenge escapade I went on with Harri seems to have turned into a real friendship, and we're doing some hypno play at DC tonight which I'm really looking forward to.
There's two guys I've met for coffee with romantic potential, Dave and Martin. Very different but both lovely. Martin is 45, investment banker, switch and on poly scene. Dave is early 40's PT, dom not on scene but on Fet.
Then there's Euan (Monkey), adorable as hell, massive crush on him! He's in a very committed nesting/kids relationship, but obviously is poly, and I think we're going to do some tying together... we've come up with a great scene anyway.
DC looks like it might be a little quieter than normal tonight so I may try and chat to some "potentials"... if there's any there lol
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